Hi, it has been a while since I last updated this blog. Not that I was busy or anything, I just didn’t have the energy or the heart to do so. Let me share a story about someone who means a lot to me. You see, it was her birthday last month, and I sent her a package. I know it was a modest package, but my naive mind thought it would be fine. Oh, before I sent the package, I informed her about it, and she didn’t object. However, after she found out what was inside, she went silent.

I never imagined that she would ghost me. It never crossed my mind. But it happened. She didn’t respond to my messages or emails, even till this day. It hurt at first, but gradually, it started to feel better. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. If I could just hate her completely, maybe it would help me. But then again, she didn’t hurt me; I was wounded by my own expectations.

So, after a few days, I tried to distract myself by redesigning my site and starting afresh. It takes time, but it’s quite enjoyable. I can go out, capture more photos, and write new short stories in the “Scrap” section over there. Feel free to read them and let me know your thoughts.

A shout out to ‘Kiri’ for continuously encouraging me in life. She’s an amazing girl. Also, to ‘Miss …’ who has bigger problems than mine but still keeps in touch. And to everyone whom I may not give enough credit, you serve as a powerful reminder that I’m not alone.

And to you… I hope someone or something guides you towards a better life. I realize now that you no longer want me in your life. This feeling of loss… I now understand that it’s only felt by those who believe they possess something. I felt it, but clearly, you didn’t. Perhaps, “you were only joking, I was supposed to laugh, not fall in love.”